Happy Sunday, friends. Here’s a poem for Holy Week.
Excess
She wept like she knew
what was coming, as she shook
every drop of her life savings
from an alabaster flask,
when just a little would do.
She poured, touched, loved
like one who’s seen death
but seen it reversed too,
when her beloved brother
walked from the grave.
Can you blame them all for wondering
if maybe she should have sold it,
if all of this excess was a waste?
It’s reasonable to wonder —
Just as it’s reasonable to gaze
at a world of too much
stars and seashells,
plants and people,
colors and creatures
and ask if this expanding universe
could stand to be more frugal.
Maybe it’s better
to spend it all,
to let spikenard
overflow and fill
every corner of the room,
a lingering scent
to give comfort and courage
every step to the grave.
This week has been heavy. I am mourning alongside my friends in Nashville, a city I dearly love. I am angry that we’re here again, picking up the pieces after yet another mass shooting. I am sick of the violence and the grief and the “well, thoughts and prayers, ‘cause we can’t do anything about it” attitudes.
It feels strange, a little wrong to write about anything else. But I’m re-reading this poem I already planned to share, and somehow… it fits, I guess.
This is another collaboration.
“Why are you bothering this woman? She has done a beautiful thing to me… When she poured this perfume on my body, she did it to prepare me for burial.” - Matt 26:10
That’s all. Perhaps it’s enough to let the poem stand on its own.
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Love your poem ❤️ and you also, Dad